From USP to Feeding the World
I sat shaking, a mixture of cold and nerves, under the harsh fluorescent
lighting of a mostly empty boardroom. The hard part was over. I had been
peppered with questions about my experience, about my thoughts on food
insecurity, about how I would rise to the challenges laid out in the job
description that quivered in my sweaty palms. As my potential future supervisor
exited, two HR representatives entered the room and the mood quickly shifted.
They were interested in me. Why I was drawn to this work, how I saw
myself fitting in. I took a deep breath and relaxed.
She allowed her eyes to quickly graze over the page, refreshing her memory
of who I was, before she confidently stated- "So let me guess, you went to
college for one thing and then your semester in Africa changed your mind."
Well, when you put it like that, I guess that's how it went.
Eastern University was the perfect fit for me. I had been gravely passionate
about social justice issues for most of my life; I just hadn't yet been able to
define them as problems of social justice. Eastern helped me to do that. I was
fiercely loyal to our campus IJM chapter and had great aspirations to clothe
the homeless, rescue the sexually abused, and save the AIDS orphans. I was so
hell-bent on saving every broken person in the world, that it was impossible
for me to actually channel my energy into something that was productive and
helpful.
Then naively and optimistically, I boarded that fateful plane to Entebbe.
Although I look back on my time in Uganda with romantic, nostalgic memories
of running at sunset on that red dirt track, teaching my host family nieces and
nephews how to play "Patty Cake" and listening to President
Obama's inaugural address over the static of a Ugandan radio, if I'm being
truly honest with myself- Uganda was hard. Daily, I was witnessing people in
dire poverty. I was witnessing the aftermath of years of corrupt government. It
was not always easy, but it was always necessary.
The defining moment came to me as I sat in the DH with my plate of rice and cowpeas before me. On this particular day, I sat fork in hand, and watched three small children rifling through the garbage for handfuls of uneaten rice and beans to add to the filthy plastic bags they held in their dirt-caked hands. It was something I would have never seen in the U.S. And it was something that fundamentally changed me. I became angry: Angry that I lived in a world where 25,000 children die every single day of malnutrition and related diseases, angry that any child would have to dig through trash for hopes of a full belly. I had found my fight.
Upon my return to the States, I devoted huge amounts of time and energy to
researching global food insecurity. I learned about the dangers of
conventionally-raised meat and the potential for a plant-based diet to help in
feeding the world. I learned about domestic hunger and the correlation between
obesity and malnutrition in my own country. I spent a year with AmeriCorps
volunteering at a community garden initiative. I spent a year in a Master’s of
Food Studies program learning more about barriers to food access
and examining the role of food in religion and faith-based
communities. I worked for the USDA, forming relationships with local growers
and understanding more about the sacrifice and hard labor that agriculture
requires.
And today, after the interview four months ago in that harshly lit
boardroom, I spend 40 hours a week with my local food bank, helping food
insecure folks in a 20-county area not only access food, but access fresh
food. In a country where hunger, obesity and disease are grimly juxtaposed
against a flood of wealth and affluence, I get to enable an impoverished breast
cancer survivor to obtain the fresh fruits and vegetables she was prescribed by
her doctor. I get to introduce urban youth to unfamiliar foods like eggplants,
pomegranates and beets. I help in eliminating the need for hard-working
families to have to choose between feeding their children and heating their
homes.
I help to make sure no one is overlooked. I help to alleviate hunger in my
community. I help to make sure every belly is full.
I have never loved a 9-to-5 as much as I love my job now. And the
honest-to-goodness truth is that I don't know that I ever would
have discovered the work that makes me come alive, had I not
stepped aboard that plane five years ago. I have dreams of one day returning to
adopt a beautiful Ugandan baby, and to introduce my husband to my East African
“home.” But if I am never able to return, I feel confident that what I learned
in Mukono has already left its imprint on my heart.
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